Earthquakes in China???

I could write about what we are all thinking.... and, then I could not, write, what we are all thinking. Life sucks write (right) now and for some reason, I care so(s) o much, and part of me don't care at all. Funny how it all works out...ya know, life and all. Don't want too many periods. It might be misinterpreted or something. Yes, too many periods might not be good at all right now, and, yet one would be good enough, all I need...Do you ever feel trapped? Yes, you...do...Do you ever feel stuck? Ever feel like nothin' is ever gonna change unless you pray to God so hard and so fast that He has to listen to you, no matter who ya are? Sometimes I think I'm, gonna step into quicksand and realize it was for someone else. Funny, right? Sometimes I feel like I'm living someones else's live, but really it is my life. And, I feel funny about that. It's gonna be a normal life, and it is gonna end. But, people are gonna care, even if I don't care. And, it will be fine, it will be good. It will be "normal." And, normal is fine. Freak, why don't you want to fight it? Why haven't you been fightin' it your whole life long? Don't you wanna BE? Don't you wanna BE? Be? Bee...aren't we be dying? Don't ya wanna die, don't ya wanna dye? Don't you wanna be if be-ing means dye-ing? Dying don't seem so romantic at all anymore. Don't seem cool at all. Cool, so I figured that out... It don't mean a thing, really, it don't mean one single gosh-darn thing anymore. How many people died in China, in Burma? What does it take? We don't care anymore, I know. We can only wait, wait until it happens...to us. Will someone care then? Who cares anyhow?